yah yah !! super HAPPY!!.. haha
agrr!!!!!! angry!!!!!!
yoyo..
at last i have took abit of courage to talk to her in msn.
but what ever i said is still sorry. cause i really feel very sad when i saw her friend disturb her. i really wish i can do something to stop all this.
but im afraid that i will make thing worse.
hope all this will over soon and we can be friend or maybe even more.
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LIFE
The sun rises and it goes down
Countless lives appear in the world
Countless lives disappear
All lives come and go ceaselessly
Like in a circle
Why we have to live in the world?
Do You Know why?
But it is said the world is wondrous
Knowing it is not as good as loving it
Loving it is not as good as delighting in it
Like this road
You think you have reached the end
But it is the beginning of another
moody day ..
i have been very moody for days..
tough yesterday go sing song can make me feel better but it doesn't..
i really dont know how to talk to her ..
i even need half an hour to reply a sms.
i had never feel like this before.
today i saw her in cafe, i saw her friend disturbing her. but i did not do anything. i really feel im unless. i dont even dare to look at her in the eyes. im really weak. i need my courage back.
that day was my first time giving a gal a present. i dont know where i got the courage to give her in front of her friends. and i dont know am i correct? im so confuse.
people if i have been talking rubbish or i cunt make up my mind im really sorry im really confuse this few days.
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ok.. i am going to start blogging again..
i have been making myself very busy in the pass months ..
until now im really very tired ..
thinking back the past, y do i do so much thing?
maybe im just trying to make myself busy so that i will not think about any relationship
i know this sounds funny but i think guy reach some age will wish there is someone for him to care and protect.
this few months change my life alot. i can feel.
at lest now i dare to take my first step to know a gal.
i dont know isiz i take the wrong step?
i am so scare because of the present i give her she will avoid me
the present really doesn't mean anything
i know we still dont know each other very much
that's y i buy her a present wishing we can be friend..
If i had make you feel embarrass, over here i deeply apologizes.
wa again so long never post ..
had been busy with alot of thing
so even pic also never upload haha..
ok today is the date line for the
Microsoft photography competition
hope can go in top 6
top 6 will do
i dont care for what prize
as long as i go in top 6 can go over sea
im happy already..
just nice this can be my birthday wish haha =)
today this competition finish lao
but still stress .. tomorrow phase test.. sian
im having alot of stress this few days
help me please!!
yoyo.. yesterday when to Malaysia..
had a fun and tired day .. pic will be upload to my photo album in this few days time.
today nothing to do so stay at home to clear up my room..
yoyo today is moon Graduation Day congrats to her!
one more year will be my turn haha..
this few days see people graduate some how make me feel abit young haha..
but think back next year is my turn .. haiz sian ..
old lao .. haiz..
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today she reply my email!!
im so happy!!
today went to bedok and eat lunch ..
at the food center, there is this old lady came to out table and start to scold dont know what. She was banging the table and every one is looking at us ...
i was so piss off and i shouted at her and ask her to go but she refuse to go.. i was so fcuk up and we change to another table..
after school went to buy my rabbit food..
went to change bus at opp hougang CC but end up all the bus full..
reach home at 7.45pm.
this the pic i did yesterday.
is for her. i dont think she will see this...
having a bad day!!
went to sch as normal but in the bus there is np chio bu at all.. lol..
but after the lesson started like 30min my spec spoy, it break in to 2 pcs!!..
no choice later 3pm still have to go NEW Water Plan and take picture.. so i went home and take my old spec and i miss 2H lesson.. reach sch at 3pm.. then went to the NEW Water plan. At there, there is nothing to take as in no picture that can be use for the competition.. haiz ..
bad and tired day..
Here i would like to thanks all who had show their consent for me.. (about my broken spec). really thanks u guys, you all had show me what friends mean.
Because of that i finally know y she said she had no friends, and she went to make more friend.
it is the same as what i wrote in the email:
good friends:
they can bring you joy and laughter
but,
wrong friends:
they can bring you tears and pain
real friends:
they can bring you joy and laughter
but,
friends who just be friend with you
for the sake of being friend:
they can bring you tears and pain