what don't kill you will make you stronger.
i guess this will be the lowest point of my life.. i had never feel this down before want to cry but cant cause mum at home.. this will also be the first biggest change of my life. im going outfield soon after this week i book in. but at this moment, my dearest is not by my side. im feel so lost and dont know what to do. from last night, wanted to find some friend to talk but suddenly i found that i had the number of friend i can really talk to is so litter.. this moment im really lost. im going to try 1 week never call home and talk to my darling. which i never try that before. i dont know how will this 2 week change me into? darling if i really change or what hope u can accept it cause i already feel that im changing, changing into a person that i dont even feel im like this. maybe is changing to become more adult?
DARLING I MISS U!! Y U HAVEN CALL ME?