another speechless day.
if we are still together, in a few more hour time will be your 7th month.
but everything is gone.
she is gone from my life.
there is nothing i can do to bring everything back to the past.
whenever it came to the start of the month, my heart will just feel so pain.
it's so pain till i can't breath.
i really can't said the pain in me.
cause u r once the one i willing to give up everything, the one i wish to be with forever, the one that i will die for, the one that make me give up the hole universe.
i know i said all this is all shit.
cause it mean nothing to u anymore.
i believe later u two will be celebrating your first month.
it just make me remember how we celebrate ours.
my heart is so paint now!!
it's just like thousand kg of stone on my chest, it's so heavy till i can't breath.
there is still a lot of thing i want to said but i just can't say it out im really speechless.
i can't breath.
i can only said " NG JIN TING I REALLY WISH EVERYTHING CAN JUST GO BACK TO HOW IT'S USE TO BE " , " IF THERE IS A SECOND CHANCE, I WILL CHOOSE NOT TO LET U GO" , " IF THERE IS REBORN, I WILL STILL CHOOSE U".