
... so fast , we have leave each other for 1 month plus already.
but yet i have so much thing to tell her. but she is no longer by my side.
i cannot deny that i dont miss her because i can said that is i still love her deep inside my heart.. deep deep inside. a love that have to be buried deep down my heart.
what is love?
love is sweet?
love is taking care of someone who u dont wish to see them get hurt?
love is everything in someone life?
love is giving in everything, as much as possible?
love is be by the other party said when he or she need u?
love is being selfish?
love is able to die for someone u love?
love is being jealous ?
love is pain?
love is part of live, without love, there is a chapter missing in life.
but with love there a pain in life?
y must life have love?
if can, i will with to open a new chapter.
but im scare to get hurt.
i maybe strong, but at times, im have weakness too.
sometime i just wish that that chapter had never close.
but the true is, it had came to an end.
but as and when, when im at places that we went before, memory of that chapter will just come back. memory that belong to us. memory that only can be the pass. i lost my breath and my heart will just bleed when those memory flash trough my brain.
guess this will be a deep scare that will never heal.