first of all happy new year to all.
tonight no bad room for me cause my grandma is here to stay, so my room let her sleep. tonight sleep in the study room with sleeping bag.. super long never use the sleeping bag liao..
today also valentine's day. in the past, every valentine's day, i will make myself super busy till i meet jinting, tough everything will be alright. but in the end, she leave me, leave me all alone now. maybe people will said im stupid, what for i do so much for her and so on.? today i just want to make thing clear, all i did is because i love her too much.
雪,
我以为我早已忘记你,
但因为昨天她的一些字
把我的记忆叫醒.
我听从你的,
我没有放弃爱情
但是我受伤了.
it has been so long since the last time i felt so lonely during valentine's day.
in the past i still have snowy but snowy had past-away last year. snowy is just like a baby that u left to accompany me. when she past-away, i thought jinting will be able to replace u in my heart and she really did. i fall in love with her so deeply. but she already leave me. im just like being dump in to hell once it for all.
i promise u that no matter what, i will still live and treasure myself and so till now im still standing. the only thing that is missing is u.
永远在你心里
林宏达 上