Today is the also the first time I leave her all alone and let her go back by her self. I have no ideal what time she leave the place. Did she got the train? I really don't konw what to do. Event a word of savage she also can't said I really have nothing to said. Tonight i really cannot get into sleep. I really don't know all this while what is she thinking? I'm trying my best to be a best boyfriend but when I'm not happy she neven try to make me happy yet she choose to walk a way without a word. Y must I always be the one to give in? Y must I always have lies from u? Y can't u tell me the true? Just a litter thing u have to lie it to me. Lies , the thing I hate most is lies. Lies is a very tired thing u have to worried one day the lies got found out, one day no one will belivd u, even people that are close to u. Maybe once or twice is fine? But if a Person said a lies too many times, u will lose the trust people give it to u. Till that time u can't bleame anyone for not belive u. But I had took out this heart to belive but yet lies are still showing infornt of me, how u expect me not to be angry?